Friday, March 16, 2007

Free Write 3/15/07

Every day is a battle for time, of which I wish I had more. Everytime I'm not doing something is a waste because I just have too little of it. I'm trying to live my life but I can find time to do everything that I need to do without doing the things that keep me together. I wake up at 6:00 A.M. Monday, Tuesday, and Thursday. On those days I take that hour to prepare for football practice at 7:00 A.M. all those days. On wednesday and friday I wake up at 6:30 A.M. in order to have enough time for breakfest which I don't eat on the days that I work out in the morning because I am far too rushed. I walk to school at about 7:50 A.M. and get there at about 8:10 A.M.. School starts at 8:30 A.M. and ends at 3:32 P.M..

After I get out of school I try to talk to my friends and talk to them for about 15 minutes before I have practice at about 4:00 P.M. every day of the week. Practice might last till 5:00 P.M. or 5:30 P.M.. When I got home It might be like 5:30 I rest for like 20 minutes until about 5:50 then I start to clean the mess I just made and the mess of the previous day I made after that which takes me till about 6:30 P.M.. Usually dinner is ready by then, so I eat and do a little bit of work till abot 7:30 P.M. I get on the computer about 30 minutes after that, then I take a shower till 8:30 P.M. After I'm I stay up and do most of my work and try to pick out what I want to wear the next day and if I can't I might just clean up my room and organize my Cd's or read some but I usually have something to do. It takes me a couple of hours to fall asleep so I try to go to slee early but I usually wind up falling asleep at like 12:00 A.M.. Hello 6 hours of sleep agian, and agian, I mean its like nonstop nothing but Rinse and Repeat.

Rinse and Repeat.
Rinse and Repeat.
Rinse and Repeat.

On Friday I fall asleep at about 12:00 A.M. too. Then I wake up at like 5:00 A.M. or earlier because I have a track meet every saturday till about 8:00 P.M. every time. When I get back I usually eat dinner then totally crash out. On sunday I wake up at about 7:00 A.M. to go to work which last till about 4:00 P.M then I go hang out with my dad till about 7:00 P.M. I come home and try to finsih up some last minute stuff and fall asleep at abou 12:00 P.M. I go to work every other weekend and on the weekend I'm not working I usually go to the YMCA to workout. After that I wake up on monday and Its the same thing.

Rinse and Repeat

Friday, March 2, 2007

Relationship With God

This an old post from 8/23/06

My current relationship with god is veyry lad back. I believe in god and I trust in him because there has to be some higher power, i don't go to curch But i worship him by being the best person I can be, I don't usualy pray because you should only ask god for favors in your most desperate hours of need. Most people just ask him when they want something out of greed, which is immoral. I believe he always gives forgiveness for those who ask. but god the persona is mans idea. Because in order to have order people must be ruled. people need something to believe in, It gives them hope. But I'm sure there is a god and I worship him in my own special way.